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I was bored at work and ended up drawing some doodlez! Hmm, since worked went by a little slow...I bet tomorrow will be slow too haha. =0 hopefully I won't get sleepy and fall asleep or anything! LOL XDDD Haha so yeah...
More update on my cosplay! 
Well, I will be wearing my costume to AX09, without the eye patch and weapons, and eye contacts...because I don't have the luxury to afford any of those right now. I did TRY and attempted to make the sword!!! BUT I was Epic Failure! LOL I try to replicate this...BUT EPIC FAILURE!!!! haha so yeah I'm thinking of saving up money and actually buy this prop! LOL I'm super super excited though since this con will be super and way bigger! So yeah...so little time to do everything because I will only going two days!
[] | 7:30pm June 24, 2009 | []
SOoooo! lol I got my Rai from Lamento cosplay! YAY! *dances* lol XDDD So yeah piccy to the right is a quick snap shot of me in the cosplay costume! >,< Hahaha, I don't look good...this is actually considered my 2nd successful costume done! 
AHHHHH! I need some blue eye contacts but I need ones that are actually prescribe...because I have bad eye sight. I don't think I am wearing the eye patch however, because I am not use to wearing an eye patch at all! I wish I had a better and skinny body so I can pull this costume better...but yeah, my fat butt can't loose enough weight in time for the convention! Hmmm so yeah I will be attending Anime Expo 2009 down in LA, which is like NEXT Week!!!! OMFG!!!!! O.O *gasp* already! Yes, it came by so quick, haha this is my first AX ever!!!! Ummm...so yeah just to let you know Lamento is a BL video pc game created by Nitro+! <333 It is YAOI, and I'm cosplaying as Rai, who is a seme! ^^ Hahaha, although unfortunately I don't have a uke =/ But yeah, I absolutely love the artwork, check it out, you'll love it too!...haha XD I will be attending AX for only 2 days though, which is sad, because I wanted to stay for the whole weekend but yeah, transportation and place is hard to find. Well, until then I hope to post up more pictures! YAY!!! And I'll let everyone know how the con goes!
[] | 12:56am June 23, 2009 | []
WAAAHHHHH! MY TATTOO is in PROGRESS!!!! LOL XD I got all the outline done within one WHOLE day! it took forever! Almost 9-10hrs I think. O.O lol but yeah haha shading will begin next weekend again! I can't wait till its done and when its nice and neat! HAHA! XD Luckily though my friend is doing the tattoo so he's only charging me $80 in total! thank goodness or else it'll be hecka expensive if I went to an actual tattoo shop to do my back tattoo! =0 But yeah haha I can't believe it! I'm actually getting my tattoo done! Woot! ^___^ Its like wow! Haha and does it hurt? Well, when the needle first get into the skin, you can feel a sharp grinding pain but other than that for me it starts to tickle! lol XD Haha...but yeah DAMN its hard to clean! Shoot harder than I though! =0 But yeah since its my back, I probably gotta ask my sister to help clean it for me!
[] | 9:35am June 15, 2009 | []
YOU CAN HAVE A GLIMPSE of ME ROOM! Bwahahahahaha! I was bored...so yeah, if you click piccy to the right, you can see some part of my room! LMAO! Hahaha! So random of me...Gaaaah! O.O I have to take my placement tests tomorrow!!! I hope I do well on em! Other than that I am getting me a TATTOO!!! YOSH! I'm having my friend's brother do the tattoo for me, and he don't charge as much as getting it done at the store so I'm relieved, because I'm on a budget. LOL XD I can't wait to get my tattoo done soon! It'll be epic! ^__^ And yes yes, it'll be clean needle and stuff! O_o i wouldn't want any infection, but yeah he's using clean needles so its all good. Once I get it done I shall take a piccy for you all to see my fellow blogmates! =3 By the way, I will be going on a DIET!!! Because I totally need it. T-T By the way I need to Re-dyed my hair, because the blond is looking more blond with brown which is ugly! I need to make it more light platinum blond or more whiter!!! I wish it was white, but >,< hard to get the color white!!! I don't want to go to the salon, it'll cost too much, so I'm doing it on my own! =0 Totally need some retouch and I need to trim my hair too!
[] | 11:39am June 12, 2009 | []
A Sim character CAN LOOK THIS GORGEOUS! ARE YOU KIDDIN ME! *gasp* I actually went and bought the Sims 3! o_0 yes I did! I installed it to my sister's laptop but putting it at high max quality kinda slowed down the game...if she finds out, she'll probably banned me from using her laptop! lol haha so I hope to get my laptop fixed and back soon from a friend's dad. BUT they lost my laptop so, my friend's dad is going to find me a replacement and fix it up for me. T-T So yeah, haha I probably won't start playing just yet. It looks ok so far though, I haven't really created any characters yet. BUT if a Sim character can look that GORGEOUS then OMFG I have to create some gorgeous looking bishies then! Muahahaha! BUT all the gorgeousness will COST ME MONEY $_$ Grrr...if I want the goodies I have to spend money from out of my pocket! Gaaah! I hate that! But I might just have to do it...damn. Oh my my, I can see myself spending so much money just to create gorgeous looking sim people! LMAO! hahahaha!
[] | 10:17pm June 06, 2009 | []
Is it just me....OR do I feel like getting the SIMS 3!!!!!! o_0 Omg, I just have this sudden urge of actually wanting to play that game! >,< It's weird...but yeah I want to create my little characters! T-T lol BTW Happy June! YAY! lol Almost officially summer though I don't like hot weather much. Ok, back to talking about SIMS, I never played the game before so yeah, I'm really curious and want to play it now! Hahaha...weird of me but yeah. I think I'll fall in love with creating the characters...I think that's the best part! BUT yeah anyone played SIMS before??? Recommendation? Should I get it or not???? Talking about getting SIMS 3.
[] | 11:50pm June 02, 2009 | []
Piccy to the left is my recent picture!OOOOOooooooh!!!!! Graduation was boring but fun too. I will miss everyone!!!! But I'm glad that I'm done with high school! Now I'm off for my summer vacation until Fall when I start college, so yeah that means I need to find me a second job to save up money for college and for my own spending expense such as the upcoming anime convention down in Los Angeles!!!! ANIME EXPO!!! Waaaah, I always want to go there! lol XD Ah for Fanime Con 2009, the anime convention that I just recently attended, I have already posted up some pictures I hope you all enjoy em!
[My Cosplays]
[Fanime Con 2009 Pixs]
So yeah, it was tons of FUN!!!! meet Momoi! (Jpop Singer) She is soooooooooo ADORABLE!!!! She's so tiny too! Shorter than me! LOL XD It was the happeist concert I ever been to! Like, its just so lively and gawd adorable! But I'm a bit sad that no Jrock bands came this year! >,< but yeah its ok, I hope next year some Jrock bands would come. Hmmm, I cosplayed and got lots of pictures taken which was fun, I also met old and lots of new friends! ^^ So yeah that was awesome too! But yeah at times I didn't do much because my friend is sick and can't really stayed near too many people. So yeah...other than that it was lots of fun and exciting, although I wish I have better camera to take better and more professional pictures....so yeah BE WARN, my pictures quality SUCKS! >,< LOL but I hope you all ENJOY! Leave some comments when your done viewing em!
[] | 7:39pm May 29, 2009 | []
Graduation is tomorrow! ^w^ Waaaah and I came back from Fanime Con 2009, so yeah I have pictures and lots of pictures! I will upload em for all you to see! XD Uwaaah, I can't wait to graduate too! Which is tomorrow! LOL I'm supposed to sleep right now and wake up for the big day. Haha I need to get ready!!!!
[] | 10:45pm May 26, 2009 | []
YATTA! 4 MORE DAYS TILL FANIME CON 2009! I am very excited, and picture to the left is a practice or try on Sebastian cosplay or whatever. So yeah, haha I'm somewhat ready and not really for Fanime Con! Gaaaah! I need to finish my Visual Kei Anbu cosplay! LOL XD Probably have to do some major sewing tomorrow! T-T Hope I don't die! LOL XD
But yeah I'm almost done with school! I can't wait to be done! Will be graduating on May 27th! Class of 2009! Woot! lol <333 WAH! I'm thinking of dying some or part of my hair red! ^__^ I can't wait haha! LOL but first of all for school, I have to finish my last assignments for a history paper and all my art finals and such. Then I am completely done!
Ooooooh! Once the anime convention comes, I'll try to take lots of pictures so everyone can see. ^^ On the 1st day, I'll be cosplaying as my Visual Kei Anbu, 2nd day as Sebastian, 3rd and 4th day, I'll be myself and taking lots of pictures of other cosplays.
[] | 7:57pm May 17, 2009 | []
I'm super late but HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!! I wish all of your mom a happy and lovely day! lol <333 lots of love from me! hehe.
Baaaah, webcam pic of me - the piccy to the left! lol WHY I hate MSN, I mean no offense, I like the chat and stuff but I hate it when random people that I hardly know comes around and want to webcam with me. When I tell them "No" they automatically assume THAT IM A FUCKING FAKE PERSON! WTF! So this pisses me off, and I effin tell them straight up that I don't fucken know who they are, and they don't even know who I am, so fuck off! >.> Hahahahaha...I'm evil...sorry for usage of profanity. T-T Grrrrr, to them butt heads! LOL XD haha aside from that I'm planning to get spider bite piercings!!! OOOoooooh I'm excited for that very much!
[] | 10:21pm May 10, 2009 | []
Life suddenly came to a HALT! >.> been studying my butt like crazy with exams! Got done with all my exams last week! I only have one more exam to go then I am DONE!!!!! Then just little tests left. =]
Ah! 12 days till Fanime Con 2009! I'm so excited yet sad/irritate at the same time, because some friends are or seems to be billing out on me, wich totally sucks. But yeah, bunch of losers if they think they're billing out! Well, anyways my Sebastian cosplay is complete, but I don't have red eye contacts so thats the only thing missing. >.> I would probably have to see my eye doctor to get me some real prescribes ones, because if I wear the fake ones - they irritate my eyes.
How's life? Well, my crush life. T_T I was sooo shocking...and sad that my effin best friend that I had feelings for now found someone who their going out with. Ugggh, it sucks so badly, sometimes I wish I never knew him from the very start. So yeah, it totally killed my whole day. What I thought was not what it was like. Thought there was this connection, yet that connection was just "best friend" to him, but to me it means so much more. We share many things alike. Now, I can only wish him happiness with a smile from afar...
Who's important right now? Well, my one of my friend is suffering from a growing heart tumor. -cries- I miss her soo much! I haven't seen her in forever! Almost a year! Time has kept us apart for sooo long! She's been through chemo, and seeing the doctor because she has no immune at all the past week, and she's very low on white blood cells. If only I can donate all my white blood cells for her, I'll do it in a heart beat. If only I can donate a kidney, my heart for her heart, whatever its is, I would do it. My other friend who went to visit her recently, said that she has lost so much weight...Which is not good at all! I pray to carry all her suffering, for I rather see her smiling face then have her go through so much pain. When I see her, I want to give her the biggest hug ever...because who knows how long I'll get to hug her again...a year to wait again. No, I don't want that. I wish I can visit and see her everyday but life has been so busy...I miss her, and I wish her sickness to be gone.
[] | 11:44pm May 09, 2009 | []
LOL YESSSSHHHH!!!!!! My Kuroshitsuji, Sebastian cosplay is here!!!! XD >,< I need some red eye contacts though! Hahaha...I'm supposed to be studying right now...uh-oh...haha I shall get to it before I fall asleep! T-T
This is a old one of me back in 2008.
Muaaaah! A little kiss to all. LMAO LOL this is my most recent one. Hehe! XD Hope you all enjoy my randomness....LOL <333
[] | 9:33pm April 29, 2009 | []
Had a nice yummy breakfast....lol although its almost lunch within 2 hours! Hahaha, so I ate yummy Oat Raisin Cookie...wish it was a more yummier cookie though. =] And on the side I had orange juice. ^w^ Ah, its hard to stay healthy...lol I eat too many sweets...haha maybe I have a sweet tooth.
OOOOOH! I have one more week before I'll become super busy with all my exams! Grrr...got to work on my cosplay costumes too! So many things I must finish and do! I got to work too...man I need a second job. T-T Haha then I'll be done with school by the end of next month! ^^ -happy- yatta! Hehe that means summer vacation then I'll start classes in Fall. Ooooh summer is going to be hooot...>,> I'll be mostly inside the house or hiding from the sun! o_0 I don't like getting tan...because barely 5 minutes outside in the hot sunny day already can give me a tan. Bad for my skin. LMAO....hahaha
[] | 10:41am April 26, 2009 | []
Oh, I have a new Profile piccy of me! LMAO I'm a dork... T-T haha but yeah....today I've spent approxiamtely 10hrs the whole day of my life on one of my State Competition, my partner and I build a bridge(civil structure). Well, to test out the bridge, it is measure from a weight to weight ratio. The pressure weight machine thingy for the civil structure didn't work and the judges needed to have volunteers to test out the machine to see rather the machine will record the weight, NO one wanted to volunteer because of such risk by destroying their hard work on the bridge they built...either someone volunteer or this event will be cancel! Therefore, I volunteered even though I know it'll destroy my partner and my hard work...but yeah...it's alright, our civil structure broke and the machine still didn't work, but after a couple of hour it worked again now. >,> What a day...A noble sacrifice...but yeah I don't know who won 1st, 2nd, or 3rd place, because unfortunately the event ended at 4pm but the award ceremony was taking too long so we have to leave.
BUT YEAHHHH!!! Other than that woot! My Cosplay list[For NEXT MONTH]:
1. Lulouch (Zero form) - Code Geass [Pending]
2. Sebastian Michealis - Kuroshitsuji
3. Rai - Lamento
4. Anbu (with visual kei twist)- Naruto
Ah, so my pending is on Lulouch's cosplay, I don't have enough money to have his whole cosplay as of right now T-T I would have love to cosplay as him!
[] | 9:31pm April 25, 2009 | []
AHHHH! I'm BACK! LOL XD Woot, sorry everyone, I've been gone forever because I've sooo much to do and study for but yeah I hope to continue blogging...I miss everyone! Ah, not much to update today, but I got a new layout up! YAY! <3 And I have State competition tomorrow, so good luck to my group! ^^
Ah, and I'm getting ready for Fanime Con 2009!!!! It's next month and I'm excited about it, so yeah today...well the whole day I've been txting and talking to my friends and em - formalizing hotel stuff and yeah...lots of work. But yeah hahaha, I'm also cosplaying this year! ^w^ So my second debut for my cosplays! WOOT! =3 I'm very happy about it although I don't think my friends and em again, they probably don't want to cosplay with me, but oh well, its my last year with them before school ends next month also! So I hope we all have fun! I shall post up the characters that I'm going to be cosplaying for sure on my next blog update, so look forward to it everyone! XD